Don't read this, seriously you will most likely find it to be dark and confusing. It doesn't have a happy ending. I wrote and posted this for a personal internal relief.
But who are we fooling, you are human so have a morbid curiosity and will read this anyhow...
Want to be an old soul?
Want to remember clearly the birth and death of countless ages?
Let me give you just a taste
Imagine if you can hear the same words said again and again
Watching others going through the same pains and joys
Like a broken record endlessly repeating... *rathump.. rathump*
Now imagine a dozen spears and swords stabbing into your flesh
Feeling the coldness and weakness quickly taking the life from your body
And now imagine that this feels like the sweetest release
Because the pain and anguish within your heart
Far outweighs the greatest tortures this world can inflict
And you don't understand how this is possible
Because you are merely ten years old and in perfect health
But the pain and torment is very real and there
And yet you still lack the words to express any of it
For you are only thirteen years old
I am now thirty five and still lack the words to properly express
How it feels to see the bloody, mutilated and defiled body of your soul mate
Next to a half frozen stream, in a beautiful snow covered forest
This soul I can clearly remember loving lifetime after lifetime
Age after age...
A soul seeing such a sight, feeling such a sight
A screaming wail of madness... of broken despair
Will raise from deep within
Causing one to throw himself at the spears and swords
Of those who have caused such torment
And seek the sweet release of death
So that he may once again be with his love...
Now imagine if after feeling all of this
Having to face the skeptical and confused gazes
Of those you try to express this to
Because none of this happened to you
In this life